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finally laid my hands on Maybeline gel eye liner, hosehbo.

i was running up and down to get the cheapest

and indeed, i really found it.

cheaper by ONE DOLLAR. -.-:

the brown ones & glittery black is 16bucks though.

However, i'm afraid i might regret buying because in the first place,

i wanted the BLACK/NO GLITTERS/NO SHINE one. so yeah, bought it :D

Hopefully it wouldn't betray my trust. hiak hiak hiak~

really have to refraining myself from over-spending.

it is always my greatest flaw ( spend spend and still spending ),

after i went through really hard-core financial crisis a few months ago,

i was bitten/slapped by reality real hard.

You know, i'm NOT from a rich family.

i don't live in a big house, i don't have money for fancy clothing's and'

i hardly have any branded bags or jewelry.

they are all out of my league seriously.

it's really hard to accept that i'm poor honestly,

since young till now i really find it hard to tell people " I've got no money".

however you will learn to accept it one day.

because whenever i see old dishwashers/cleaners working in hawkers,

they reminds me of my own parents.

and the money i'm spending at one go, might be a

few hours of washing dishes/cleaning/doing jobs that you

swear you will never do it yourself by my own parents.

my mum doesn't mind bringing her own lunch box to work

just to let me get my gel eyeliner, and she still are proud of me.

So tell me what can i complain about when she didn't even complain?

what can i whine about life when she didn't even make a sound of it?

it was what i've realized not long ago, i guess it was pretty late though.

still, i'm controlling on my spendings (:

i hope you will realize things you didn't manage to realize in the past,

whatever is it, it will never be too late to do so.

no matter what, you can lose a friend or two, can lose a boyfriend or girlfriend,

but always put your family first (:

Cheers.